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Margie’s Story August 16, 2013

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The lovely ladies at My Sister Song have agreed to let me post their stories here. I will pepper them between my devotions since I don’t have any other Genesis 5020 stories to share yet. I hope you will be blessed by their stories of hope.

red-rose-1347966854SDsHi, My name is Margie and I was born and raised in Detroit and I’d like to share some of the reasons why I relate so much to those precious words “He who has been forgiven much, loves much”.

My Dad was present, but he wasn’t there. My Mom was young and beautiful and lonely. I am an only child. Because of a lack of parental discipline, I started going wild at about age 13. Because of a lack of respect for my parents, I was out of the house and out of control.

Drugs weren’t much of an issue yet but by the time I was 15 I got pregnant. When I was seven weeks along my parents had me on a plane by myself to New York. (Abortions were not yet legal in Michigan).

I no sooner got back and was pregnant again so I was put back on an airplane and well, there I went again.

For the next two years I spent every weekend at the Grande Ballroom & Garwood Mansion partying with my friends, crashing around town, and mainlining crystal meth.

By ’69 I was at Woodstock and met a girl I decided to hitchhike to LA with.  We left Detroit, went to Boston, to New York, and then out to L.A.

While in L.A., still searching and experimenting, I started noticing quite a few gorgeous boys on the Strip.  Soon enough I realized they were not boys… so of course I had to see what that was all about. We stayed in L.A. for two years and I stayed away from the girls that looked like boys. Arriving back in Detroit, I was far from tame.

The next three years were nothing but partying music and getting high. For a brief time I got involved in exotic dancing.

Always being a true nature child from the heart, I was a Hippy, Flower Child, skinny dippin’ at Woodstock kind of girl, not a shy person.  In light of that and my love for dance, the exotic dancing was not a stretch for me.

The thing was…when I got on stage in the club, I wasn’t outside in the sunshine with a huge buzz on surrounded by all of my single friends.  I was in a dark, smoke filled room, having to mingle with the customers so they would buy more drinks. This was not the “having fun dancing and getting paid for it” experience I was expecting.

It was a sad oppressive JOB and as I soon learned, most of the men there were married with families. The ugly truth hit me so I left the club.

Not long after I became friends with a gay guy and started going to the dance clubs that he went to.  I was able to have fun in an atmosphere where I knew I would not be bothered by any men wanting from me what I was not willing to give.

One thing led to another and the desire for the girls that looked like cute boys was starting to burn, so I fanned that flame.

Time passed and one day I was walking through the park and thought, “THERE HAS GOT TO BE MORE TO LIFE, THAN MORE OF THIS !”

Two weeks later I ended up at a Wednesday night church service.

I understand now that God was pouring out His loving kindness and seeking me out…I was so lost.  That night I asked Jesus to come into my heart…To be my Savior and my Lord. When He did, He told me something that will never leave me.  He said, “Everything you have done up until now you have just been looking for Love…and here I AM”.

The last 35 years my life have been an amazing adventure of growth and freedom.

My loving Father God gave me an awesome husband to love and care for me and this coming June we will celebrate 31 years of marriage.

After we’d been married 21 years, we still didn’t have any children, but our Father in heaven had other plans for us.  So just before I turned 50, my husband Michael and I became Foster parents and adopted a five month old baby girl and a five day old boy.

So for the two abortions I had all those years ago, God gave me Beauty for ashes. He restored to me what the enemy of my soul had stolen.  My God makes ALL things new!  He is waiting for you My Sister, My Friend.  Can you hear Him Calling you ever so gently…

Oh Lord my God, when I in awesome wonder, consider all the worlds your hands have made; I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder, your power throughout the universe displayed……Then my soul sings…

YOU   ROCK   LORD !!!!

What’s your Genesis 5020? Share your story at: 5020genesisstories(at)gmail(dot)com



The Smith’s Story: Part Three June 14, 2013

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Hello everyone. I just want to take a minute to say how much I appreciate all of you and your support of this blog. It really means more than you know. My hope and prayer is that you will be touched by the stories shared here and enjoy the books that I share with you as well; that through these things you will grow deeper in your faith.

So, what’s your Genesis 5020? Does God give you a little nudge every time I ask? Then listen and share your story for His glory at: 5020genesisstories(at)gmail(dot)com.

This week we finish up the Smith’s story by hearing how God is using the fire He lighted inside of them. Enjoy!

poor-29211280020293CcygMy name is Marc Smith and I am an A/G appointed career missionary to Thailand. God is transitioning our family into another season of our lives that has been a dream for as long as we can remember. My wife and I have 6 kids, and 5 of them are adopted.

God believes in adoption; it is what He does. Our hearts burn for adoption. We want to turn the hearts of the fathers to the children and the fatherless children to the fathers (Malachi 4:5,6).

Thailand is full of unwanted, endangered, and broken children. There are 67 million people in Thailand and only 1.6 percent are Christians. Over 5 million of Thai children are enslaved in child labor, and an increasing number are becoming victims of sex trafficking. An estimated 20 percent of girls and even boys between the ages of 11 and 17 become involved in the sex industry.

You can see the big need in Thailand and that is why we are going. These young lives need to be rescued and introduced to Jesus Christ. A Savior is what they need and a Savior is who we are bringing with us. It is His power to save and not ours. We are just willing tools in His hands.

We are called to rescue and redeem the unwanted and endangered to the love of God and into their God- given destinies.

– we want to raise up a culture of adoption in the Thai people by starting foster care and adoption agencies.

– we want to rescue trafficked children and place them in safe-houses and families. – we also want to raise up houses of prayer in orphanages and implement 24/7 day and night prayer and worship.

-we also want to start a home for special needs children.

We believe we have a very unique calling that which you will connect. I would love to meet with you and share more.

We are not just coming to raise support but God has shown us that we need to share our story to bring a message of hope to people who are hurting, broken or have suffered loss. Like I said before, Andrea and I have adopted 5 kids but in the midst of that we have lost 9 children. Through all the tragedy and all the joys, we have learned so much and known that God is a God of hope, grace, and a giver of good gifts. That is the message we bring.
When you partner with us on a monthly basis you are joining hands with us and when we wipe the tears away of an orphan, they are your hands wiping the tears away. When we rescue a young girl from being trafficked, it is you partnering with us to give her new hope. We are in this together!!!

If you would like to give a special offering or start a monthly commitment, please
click here. If you would like to meet with Andrea and me, please email us at We would love to meet with you. We love sharing our heart and vision with anyone who will listen.

Thank you so much for considering linking arms with us to rescue children in Northern Thailand.

You can learn more and watch videos of Marc and Andrea sharing their hearts on their website click here.


The Smith’s Story: Part Two June 7, 2013

We are back with the Smith’s Genesis 5020. If you missed last week you can catch up here.

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The Smith Family

The Smith Family

That was the beginning of a new journey for us.  A journey that God set us on, to know Him in ways that we did not know we could.  In His mercy He allowed us to experience deep loss, so that He could make us who He wanted us to be. 

 When we finally returned home from the hospital, I was so devastated; I didn’t think I could go on. 

At that moment, we received a call from the scholarship committee saying that they wanted to give us a second scholarship.  God is so kind.  He gave us hope again.

One year later we traveled to Las Vegas for another cycle of IVF.  This time we rejoiced to find out we were pregnant with one baby boy.  What a mixture of joy and fear.  God was teaching us to trust in His goodness.   

Aiden Jeremiah Smith was born on June 9th, 2008 with many tears and laughter.  God had finally answered our prayers, but along the way He had accomplished a deep work in our hearts. 

We still had 7 frozen embryos.  These are called “snowflake” babies.  They were fertilized, and thus alive.  Multiple times we traveled back to Las Vegas for IVF transfers to give these children the opportunity to live. 

Each time Andrea got pregnant with twins, we would be so excited, and so grateful to God.  But each time we lost the babies.  They were early miscarriages each time, but each loss was still so deep and painful. 

And with each loss, God taught us more about Himself. 

We wouldn’t trade those lessons, for anything, because we know that we have treasure in heaven.  Ian Mackay, Caleb Joshua, Peace, Rainn, Micah, Mercy, Daniel, Judah, and Icey are all waiting for us.  We can’t wait to hold them in heaven!

 But for now, God has given us even more blessings. 

In August of 2011, Erica, age 6 and Destiny, age 4 came to live with us through foster care.  Their adoption was finalized on April 11, 2012.  They have enriched our lives and God is using them to teach us how to truly love.  Then, in December of 2011 Heather came to live with us.   Although at age 22 she was too old to legally adopt, we have claimed her as our own, and love her as our own.

Now, we say with burning hearts, “Lord, we are yours.  Use us however you wish.” 

While we may be limited in how many children we can bring into our family and raise on our own, our desire is to teach others to do likewise.  We believe that every child deserves a loving home, even those who the world sees as worthless

We are called to rescue and redeem the unwanted and endangered unto the love of God and the fulfillment of their destinies.  Lord, help us to walk worthy of your calling!  Lord, here we are.  Send us!! 

Then I heard the Lord asking, “Whom should I send as a messenger to this people? Who will go for us?” I said, “Here I am. Send me.” Isaiah 6:8 NLT

Come back next week to hear about what the Smith’s are doing with this burning God has placed inside of them.


The Smith’s Story: Part One May 31, 2013

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I would like to introduce you to Marc and Andrea Smith. I just met Andrea a couple of weeks ago and her story moved me. I asked her if I could share it with all of you and she said yes. I hope you will be blessed by the Smith’s story as I know I have been.

What’s your Genesis 5020? Share with us at: 5020genesisstories (at)gmail (dot) com

33-1225726006nTx5On our wedding day fifteen years ago, we dedicated our lives to serving God however He desired.    Right after our wedding, we began working as youth and children’s pastors.

Not long after, we began to desire children of our own that we could raise to know and love God.  We had no idea how God was going to answer this prayer!

For the next 6 years we continued to beg God for a baby.

Every month was a roller coaster of emotion as we would get our hopes up only to be severely disappointed.   After many doctors, many tests, and no answers, we decided to look into adoption.

The very same week, God dropped two precious girls into our laps.  Megan was nine and Allison was four.  We adopted them through the foster care system in California.

Perhaps we should have been content with the beautiful family God had given us, but the overwhelming desire to have a biological child continued to burn within us.  We could not escape it.

When we moved to Ohio in 2005, we decided to see another doctor.  He told us that we would not conceive without a procedure called In Vitro Fertilization.  With a price tag of $20,000, that was not an option.  We were devastated.

Incredibly, 3 months before, I had seen a small advertisement in a magazine about an IVF scholarship and had decided to apply, knowing that there was very little chance that we would be chosen.

Eight months later, we checked our voicemail and was SHOCKED to hear that we had been chosen to receive a scholarship!!  It was a miracle!

After multiple tests, procedures, and minor surgery, we finally went to Chicago for our first cycle of IVF.

There was never a happier couple than the day we found out that we were pregnant with not just one, but two baby boys.  We had waited and prayed for those boys for almost 10 years.

Everything went well until around 17 weeks gestation.

Andrea went into pre-term labor when one of the baby’s sacs broke.  We really believed that everything was going to be ok.  After all, we had waited so long for those babies; there was no way that God was going to take them away from us.

But His ways are not our ways.

Five days later, Andrea gave birth to two, beautiful, perfectly formed baby boys.  We held them in our hospital room for as long as we could.  Saying goodbye to them was the hardest thing we ever had to do.

The night after we lost our sons, Ian and Caleb, God gave me a vision of Jesus.

He was standing at the foot of my hospital bed holding my two sons in his arms. Both of the babies were happy and beautiful, each wrapped in a white blanket.

But what captured my attention the most was Jesus’ face. He had the biggest grin on his face because he was so happy to be holding my sons. This vision gave me the grace and strength needed to keep trusting him.

You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. Psalm 139:16 NLT


Laura’s Story Part Five May 24, 2013

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This is Laura’s last week with us. I hope you have been blessed by her story as I know I have. This week we get to hear how she started My Sister Song. Thanks for sharing with us Laura.

What’s your Genesis 5020? Share with us at: 5020genesisstories(at)gmail(dot)com

1275-1245719193VBNdNot long ago some dear friends of ours asked me and my husband to stand up in their wedding.  On the night of the rehearsal, our pastor took me aside and told me about a girl named Harmony Dust who was coming from CA to speak at our church and share her story.

He said she used to dance in the strip clubs of Los Angeles and that she does some amazing things for the girls who work in the clubs in her area.  He wanted to know if I would prayerfully consider starting a ministry like hers locally. 

Harmony arrived and not only did I find her story compelling, but I saw a lot of myself in her.

Our stories may not be identical, but we’ve definitely walked down similar roads as we know so many women have.  We understand that people like us are not evil but just need a chance heal and find our way.

I believe this is the heart of our God and thankfully is the heart of our pastor at Connection Church! 

Needless to say, it did not take me long to determine I wanted to do everything possible to connect with these girls and just get the chance to love on them a little.

A few months later my friend and I were on a plane to CA so we could learn from Harmony how to best serve our sisters in the clubs and My Sister Song was created.

Teams of very cool compassionate women, many with similar backgrounds, want to go with me into the clubs to give lovely little gift bags filled with cosmetics, jewelry, baked goods and love notes to the girls…Just little things to let them know there are people who love and understand them and recognize that God loves them with a fierce passion.

We also have a devoted team of prayer warriors who are dedicated to lifting these girls to the most-high God in prayer for their safety and God’s blessing on their life.

Each woman who contacts My Sister Song receives an individualized care package intended to bring inspiration and to encourage her in her faith, and we also make available a variety of resources and ways for her to get connected as she desires in order to bless her on her journey.

I consider it an honor to be able to serve God and these girls in this way! 

Isn’t it amazing? If Laura didn’t walk through those heartbreaking years she would have never started this ministry. God used what the enemy intended to harm her, for His glory, so many lives can be saved. Now that’s a Genesis 5020!

Do you want to help? Check out the website:


Laura’s Story Part Four (again, on the right day) May 10, 2013

So, those of you that subscribe to my blog probably wondered why you received this post in the middle of the day Wednesday. Well, my finger got punchy and I hit publish instead of save. I knew I would so that someday and Wednesday was the day.

This is the same post as Wednesday so if you already read it, no need to read it again, but if you didn’t get a chance, here ya go. Sorry about that!!

We are back with part four of Laura’s story.

We will conclude with her story on May 24th. I will be taking a much needed spiritual getaway next weekend with the girls and can’t wait. So no post next Friday. But be sure to check out the post on the 24th so you can hear how Laura started My Sister Song.

What’s your Genesis 502o? It’s your turn to share. Email your story to me at: 5020genesisstories(at)gmail(dot)com

Now back to Laura’s story.

2451-1270391151QGRp[1]Finally, fast forward to the new millennium to where we are today….

Steve and I are happily married 26 years now and have returned to MI near the little town where I was raised. 

We’ve not been perfect, not even close, but because of the sacrifice that Jesus made for us we don’t have to be! 

We’ve come to realize how God’s heart breaks for all we go through! He never stops trying to get our attention so that we’ll learn to turn to Him and will come to know His love, acceptance, and his purpose for our lives. 

God is so gentle and patient and He’s there for us even smack in the middle of our sin

My life today has it’s ups and downs but I can tell you from the bottom of my heart that I now live a life of purpose and dignity, and my passion is to show other women that there is more to life than pain, disappointment, addiction, and the desperate search for love and control.

So please know that YOU are one of God’s precious daughters and if you do not yet know where you fit into the bigger eternal picture, please hear me when I tell you that YOU DO FIT!! Just as you are right now! 

I don’t care where you are on the spectrum….Weather your story is not as severe as mine or if you think you’re off the charts, God loves you and wants good things for you

You have a story that matters to Him and your story is a song that has the potential to impact others in ways that you may not yet be able to grasp. 

There is a scripture in the bible from Psalm 40:1-3 that says:

I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry.  He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.  He put a new song in my mouth a hymn of praise to our God.  Many will see and be awe struck and will put their trust in the Lord.

Powerful, Laura. Everyone has a story that God can use for His glory. Thanks for sharing yours.


Laura’s Story Part Three May 3, 2013

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 We continue with Laura’s Genesis 5020.

We will only have about two more weeks of her story, so……what’s your Genesis 5020? Share your story at: 5020genesisstories(at)gmail(dot)com

In a short period of time I learned a lot about the dynamics between the girls and the clients and found it to be both disturbing and fascinating, and I finally found myself in the situation I had been hoping for. 

After interviewing with some business men, I was assigned to a particular man to be his private “travel companion”. I had an appointment to meet with him at the club the following week and was told to bring all my information to include my address, social security number, and all of my bills for them to pay off for me. 

But the day before I was to meet with this man, a friend of mine from the Christian school came to see me. 

She was never crazy about the choices I was making but she never judged me and just continued being my friend. But on this day she sat on my bed next to me and through tears she literally begged me not to go to that appointment.  

I laid awake all night thinking about all I had gone through to score this gig and how I didn’t want to pass it up. But my friend’s pleas kept penetrating my thoughts and eventually shook me to my senses! 

I could’ve easily ended up a sex slave in Bangkok or God knows where.   I did not go to that appointment and I never again returned to that club.

 As brief as my involvement in the business was, its negative impact further chipped away at my soul and to this day I have a strong aversion to a particular scent that was worn by one of my regulars. 

THANKFULLY my story doesn’t end there! 

Fast forward to my 30’s in the 90’s when my husband and I got back together. The destructive lives we had returned to during our separation had finally burned us out after a year, so we decided to give what we started a chance.   But we knew if we were going to make it this time, we had to do things completely different and really learn how to be married. 

So ANOTHER friend from the same Christian school, recommended an intense marriage ministry that teaches God’s blue print from the Bible for marriage, which gave us the opportunity to begin building the foundation we never had. 

God provided us with the coolest mentors; People who were willing to walk along side of us as difficult as we were to deal with, who made an eternal difference in our lives. We also started attending an awesome church that was a wonderful fit for us. 

Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. Jeremiah 33:3


Laura’s Story Part Two April 26, 2013

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We’re back with Laura’s Genesis 5020. If you missed the first part click here.

What’s your Genesis 5020? Share your story for God’s glory at 5020genesisstories(at)gmail(dot)com

nightclub-in-neon-108681294533967qk7The first few years of our marriage were turbulent as we had no true foundation of any kind to spring from.  Sex, drugs, and rock-n-roll do not a marriage make! Not to mention the fact that our parents never modeled any kind of successful relationship behavior for either of us, so we were living out the only things we knew. 

Things escalated to the point of physical violence between us followed by numbness which caused us to feel hopeless. 

It was around this time that I starting working at a Christian school which enticed my curiosity about God. My parents were believers so I had been exposed to faith as a child, but my concept of God was connected to my sick father whom I feared and distrusted. And Steve was raised in an abusive cult so we both had a completely warped understanding of God.  

But this time we were learning some things about God we had never known, so my husband and I prayed for God to come into our lives and we were baptized

Unfortunately we did not yet have the tools to know how to apply any of God’s truths to our lives so we continued to drown in our circumstances. Steve and I separated and Steve began to delve deeply into a crystal-meth addiction

When I left Steve, I told myself that this was my chance to be free. I’d get back on the scene and would be the one in control of relationships with men and in control of my life! 

I started going to school and working out and even returned to the sport of skating which was a rare source of sanity for me as a child, and I thought I had it goin’ on. But since I no longer had a partner to share expenses with, finances were now a deeper concern. So I decided it was time to reach outside of the box and see what I could do to start making more money.  

I saw an ad for a “Hostess Club” where I wouldn’t be required to take off my clothes. Little did I know that God’s hand was on me even then. 

I cannot put into words what I went through to find that club. It was as if I were in some kind of crazy vortex preventing me from getting there.  I drove in circles for hours and my car even broke down, but I was determined so eventually I got there. 

It was amazing to me that during the day this little place in the heart of Los Angeles, looked like a broken down abandoned building in the middle of a vacant lot surrounded by a rickety metal fence. But when the sun went down, neon lights flashed illuminating a packed parking lot with limos lined up and patrons going in and out until late into the night. 

It seemed harmless enough. 

I sat with a group of girls hoping to get picked out of the crowd and escorted to the dance floor. After some conversation and a dance or two I’d be delivered back into the pool until I was picked to go with another. But it was definitely not as simple as that. 

There’s a dark variety of behaviors, activities, and deals being made in locations all over those clubs. Men take advantage of the “new girls” in some very disgusting ways and the goal of the girls is to quickly learn the ropes in order to take advantage of the men and score the big bucks.  

I left early that first night feeling overwhelmed by men’s cologne and women’s perfume, cigarette smoke and the reality of what I was getting myself into, and I literally vomited from my car as I drove away from the club. 

But as the night wore on I just told myself that if those girls could do it then I could do it too and I returned the very next night.

I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness. Jeremiah 31:3


Laura’s Story Part One April 19, 2013

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Before we get into our Genesis 5020 I wanted to share with you that I did a guest post on Cleo Lampos blog this week. She is the author who shared on Wednesday. Her blog is about teachers. I shared how God used my current teaching position in a way I never imagined. If you have a minute stop by, it’s a short post. Click here.

Our new Genesis 5020 is given by Laura Urenda, the founder of My Sister Song. This is the out reach Heather (my sister) in now a part of. It is an honor to have Laura share her story with us.

I hope you will once again be touched by God’s goodness, mercy and grace as you read her story for God’s glory!

I grew up in a little city here in MI and was raised by simple parents from the South and I’m a coal miner’s daughter to be specific. My parents left the mountains and treachery of the mines to come here to the Motor City in order to build a better life in the 50’s. 

First came my sister and the old black and white family photos reveal a “Leave It To Beaver” type of life that was soon to change when I came along thirteen years later in the 60’s. 

When I was born my father was deep into his alcoholism and our home was an unpredictable nightmare filled with everything from watching my mother being beaten down in front of us, to a vast array of other graphic images and inappropriate behaviors that we had to endure. 

old-child-swing-1358169948FsnI realized later in life that I suffered from chronic anxiety as a child, as there were many late night emergency room visits often times by ambulance.  I would awaken from sleep unable to breathe or swallow and was eventually told by a doctor there was nothing wrong with me so I must be faking. 

When one doctor finally thought to bring the idea of abuse into question, my parents quickly smoothed it over and the subject was tucked back away safely behind closed doors where it would continue to breed. 

Fast forward now to my teen years in the 70’s. My sister being 13 years older had already been on her own for many years, so I struggled in that house alone with the belief that I was unlovable, feeling desperate to be free from the ongoing stress and confusion of living in such depths of dysfunction. 

It seemed like I went from playing with baby dolls and Barbies right into sex, drugs, and rock-n-roll. 

In my early teens I already had an insatiable appetite for almost any drug I could get my hands on and was swept away by the first guy who gave me any attention and was quite a bit older than me. He spent most of his younger years in some sort of juvenile lockdown and was very heavily into PCP . 

So I ran away from home and moved around a lot and was basically a street kid crashing with my boyfriend wherever we could. It was during this time that he pressured me to give up my virginity to him with the threat of leaving me if I didn’t, so naturally I did. This was the first of many sick, unfulfilling relationships that would follow for many years. 

Fast forward to my 20’s in the 80’s. 

At this point I had my first unwanted pregnancy that I immediately terminated and I was involved in criminal activities with another convict. Back then we “rolled guys” which meant I lead them on and ripped them off.  

My boyfriend and I would enter strip clubs separately and I’d zero in on a target. Then pretending to be intoxicated and very interested in him, we’d leave together with my boyfriend near by.  I’d grab his wallet containing cash, credit cards, and pictures of his wife and kids and took off with my boyfriend.

Eventually we were busted for another scam we had going at a major department store so I was cuffed, stuffed, booked, and had my first police record.  

I was so sick of my life at that point that I decided to do something different so I joined the Army. I was an active Army Medic for 3 years which proved to be a good experience that gave me an opportunity to see another side of life, and to have some unique experiences that allowed me to begin to grow at least a little. 

Unfortunately I was still using drugs and had my second unwanted pregnancy that I dealt with the same as first. 

After spending most of my tour in Germany, I finished my time in service here in the States where I met Steve, the man I would marry after knowing him only 4 months and we moved to CA where he’s originally from to begin our life together. 

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.  Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.  You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:11-13